Monday, May 18, 2009
I really dont know what to do with myself right about now.
Like...seriously.
Life is weird in a sense that as soon as one part seems to come together, another part falls apart.
I dont know if thats the design of life...but thats seemingly interesting that a challenge presents it self to you everyday.
Cliche I know.
"Lose money chasing women...but never lose women chasing money."
-Nas
more and more validity to this EVERY DAY.
1:42 PM
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Today.
March 8th, 2009.
12:59 AM.
I have seen the GREATEST thing that has ever been photographed.
Nice.
Firm.
Beautiful.
Ash's Tits.
I can die peacefully in my sleep now.
10:00 PM
Sooooooo.
I'm changing my major from Computer Information Systems to Pre-Med.
Waste of a yr of school...but definitely gonna be worth it in the end.
-sighs-
I'm 23...but I damn sure know that I got a long ass road ahead of me when it comes to this now.
I got 4 years of Med school and the 4 of residency to become an anesthesiologist.
Why?
Cuz im smart as hell and my talent is being wasted on an electronic box that is overly predictable in all functionality and process.
I want to feel the rush of a person coming into an ER and have to make a snap decision.
I want to see the appreciation on a person's face when they go into a major surgery and come out feeling no pain.
I want to be able to work and feel that I seriously helped someone everyday, whether its a transplant patient, a woman in labor or a person who's been hurt on the street.
Going to med school finna be expensive...but I can deal.
In other news....my brother is 85% going to Harvard.
HARVARD.
In some ways....I think I may be prouder of him than my parents are.
I pretty much raised him through all of his HS "career" and now he's graduating @ 16 yrs old.
Man....I put off so much.
School, work, LIFE.......just to make sure that HE makes it. And now....its pretty much both our turns.
I remember him coming to my house when he was 12 in 9th grade and pretty much scared of going to school with teenagers, to him being 14 and gettin his "swag" together, to LIVING with me @ 15 and now....this.
man.
too much to handle.
Also, I really want to apologize to all of my friends who are reading this.
I know I've probably been neglecting most of you during the last month or 2....but I've really been going through a lot and I hope that most of you can understand that I'm just not the talking type when it comes to my problems.
Ericka, Neshia, Tacia, Liyah, Ash...I owe ya'll the world.
Life is definitely coming at me fast.
6:46 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
I seriously have to get outta NY.
I aint been on vacation in year and as much as I love my city....I gotta get outta here.
This place just weighs down on you after awhile.
My job...especially working weekends, affords me no time to hang out really....but I need it in order to finish school and plus its experience in the field that I want to be in.
But this shit is really starting to kill me.
Seeing the same shit everyday.
Same people.
Same fucking places.
Ugh.
Any suggestions on where I should go would be welcome.
Holla.
PS. Shouts to Neeshy, Aerin, Tacia, Liyah and Ericka.
12:13 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I cannot stand this bitch at Burger King.
Every Wednesday-Saturday..I go to this BK near my house and order the SAME shit.
sausage, egg n cheese croissant, small hash browns and 6 pc cheesy tots.
WHY DOES THIS BITCH FUCK MY ORDER UP EVERYTIME?!!?
I fucking tripped out on this broad one day cuz I had just gotten off a 16 hr shift....and she fucked up.
I swear I almost went to jail cuz I was 3 seconds away from throwing the food in her face, jumping over the counter and pushing her head into the hot ass grease.
My brother had his interview with a Harvard graduate for admission on Sunday.
It was in a nice coffee shop on 63rd & Broadway.
.
.
.
.
.
It was with a gay, black lawyer from Midtown.
I didnt know whether to lawl or not....cuz he aced the interview.
I'm actually kinda proud of the lil homie, but he's fucking throwing me for a loop cuz I'mma be scared that he gonn go to one of these lily white schools and fucking go off his rocker.
oh well.
11:03 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
1st blog.
Just gonna jump right into it I guess.
I'm a regular kinda guy. Music is my pulse and shiny new electronics are my vice. Sneakers are my new bitches and really...the reason why I don't keep much money in my pocket. Believe me....swiping that debit card will really make you re-evaluate what you're gonna buy or not.
-sighs.
School starts again on Monday, which has me wondering about my decisions on what my major is. My love for computers is absolute, I mean...just incomparable. I love taking 'em apart and figuring out how they work and all....but do I really wanna do that as a career or as a hobby? I've really been thinking about going pre-med and becoming a pediatrician or an oncologist. Two very different fields, but both have meaning for me.
Pediatrician : I love kids and basically, today's lil hoodrats and skankhoes would make a very lucrative business for me. Plus an office full of MILFs wouldnt be so bad on a day to day basis.
Oncologist : People will smoke forever unless they ban the shit. Guaranteed monies. Somone has to get paid to tell you the obvious, "Ma'am/Sir, you have lung/mouth/throat cancer." But other than that, my g-ma died from uterine cancer that could have been identified earlier if she had an oncologist that was worth a damn.
Starting with my next blog....I'll start giving shoutouts.
In alphabetical order, cuz I refuse to have to deal with the whole "favoritism" conversation.
Holla!
PS...the lil' tab thingies on the side of the notebook actually work. They're links to my contact info n such. Click 'n find out what they are.
6:39 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
I really dont know what to do with myself right about now.
Like...seriously.
Life is weird in a sense that as soon as one part seems to come together, another part falls apart.
I dont know if thats the design of life...but thats seemingly interesting that a challenge presents it self to you everyday.
Cliche I know.
"Lose money chasing women...but never lose women chasing money."
-Nas
more and more validity to this EVERY DAY.
1:42 PM
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Today.
March 8th, 2009.
12:59 AM.
I have seen the GREATEST thing that has ever been photographed.
Nice.
Firm.
Beautiful.
Ash's Tits.
I can die peacefully in my sleep now.
10:00 PM
Sooooooo.
I'm changing my major from Computer Information Systems to Pre-Med.
Waste of a yr of school...but definitely gonna be worth it in the end.
-sighs-
I'm 23...but I damn sure know that I got a long ass road ahead of me when it comes to this now.
I got 4 years of Med school and the 4 of residency to become an anesthesiologist.
Why?
Cuz im smart as hell and my talent is being wasted on an electronic box that is overly predictable in all functionality and process.
I want to feel the rush of a person coming into an ER and have to make a snap decision.
I want to see the appreciation on a person's face when they go into a major surgery and come out feeling no pain.
I want to be able to work and feel that I seriously helped someone everyday, whether its a transplant patient, a woman in labor or a person who's been hurt on the street.
Going to med school finna be expensive...but I can deal.
In other news....my brother is 85% going to Harvard.
HARVARD.
In some ways....I think I may be prouder of him than my parents are.
I pretty much raised him through all of his HS "career" and now he's graduating @ 16 yrs old.
Man....I put off so much.
School, work, LIFE.......just to make sure that HE makes it. And now....its pretty much both our turns.
I remember him coming to my house when he was 12 in 9th grade and pretty much scared of going to school with teenagers, to him being 14 and gettin his "swag" together, to LIVING with me @ 15 and now....this.
man.
too much to handle.
Also, I really want to apologize to all of my friends who are reading this.
I know I've probably been neglecting most of you during the last month or 2....but I've really been going through a lot and I hope that most of you can understand that I'm just not the talking type when it comes to my problems.
Ericka, Neshia, Tacia, Liyah, Ash...I owe ya'll the world.
Life is definitely coming at me fast.
6:46 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
I seriously have to get outta NY.
I aint been on vacation in year and as much as I love my city....I gotta get outta here.
This place just weighs down on you after awhile.
My job...especially working weekends, affords me no time to hang out really....but I need it in order to finish school and plus its experience in the field that I want to be in.
But this shit is really starting to kill me.
Seeing the same shit everyday.
Same people.
Same fucking places.
Ugh.
Any suggestions on where I should go would be welcome.
Holla.
PS. Shouts to Neeshy, Aerin, Tacia, Liyah and Ericka.
12:13 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I cannot stand this bitch at Burger King.
Every Wednesday-Saturday..I go to this BK near my house and order the SAME shit.
sausage, egg n cheese croissant, small hash browns and 6 pc cheesy tots.
WHY DOES THIS BITCH FUCK MY ORDER UP EVERYTIME?!!?
I fucking tripped out on this broad one day cuz I had just gotten off a 16 hr shift....and she fucked up.
I swear I almost went to jail cuz I was 3 seconds away from throwing the food in her face, jumping over the counter and pushing her head into the hot ass grease.
My brother had his interview with a Harvard graduate for admission on Sunday.
It was in a nice coffee shop on 63rd & Broadway.
.
.
.
.
.
It was with a gay, black lawyer from Midtown.
I didnt know whether to lawl or not....cuz he aced the interview.
I'm actually kinda proud of the lil homie, but he's fucking throwing me for a loop cuz I'mma be scared that he gonn go to one of these lily white schools and fucking go off his rocker.
oh well.
11:03 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
1st blog.
Just gonna jump right into it I guess.
I'm a regular kinda guy. Music is my pulse and shiny new electronics are my vice. Sneakers are my new bitches and really...the reason why I don't keep much money in my pocket. Believe me....swiping that debit card will really make you re-evaluate what you're gonna buy or not.
-sighs.
School starts again on Monday, which has me wondering about my decisions on what my major is. My love for computers is absolute, I mean...just incomparable. I love taking 'em apart and figuring out how they work and all....but do I really wanna do that as a career or as a hobby? I've really been thinking about going pre-med and becoming a pediatrician or an oncologist. Two very different fields, but both have meaning for me.
Pediatrician : I love kids and basically, today's lil hoodrats and skankhoes would make a very lucrative business for me. Plus an office full of MILFs wouldnt be so bad on a day to day basis.
Oncologist : People will smoke forever unless they ban the shit. Guaranteed monies. Somone has to get paid to tell you the obvious, "Ma'am/Sir, you have lung/mouth/throat cancer." But other than that, my g-ma died from uterine cancer that could have been identified earlier if she had an oncologist that was worth a damn.
Starting with my next blog....I'll start giving shoutouts.
In alphabetical order, cuz I refuse to have to deal with the whole "favoritism" conversation.
Holla!
PS...the lil' tab thingies on the side of the notebook actually work. They're links to my contact info n such. Click 'n find out what they are.
6:39 PM
